Thank you so much for your prayers while we were away. We ended up having a wonderful vacation and are so thankful that we were able to get away! God heard us and answered our prayers and we are so thankful to Him! We are rested, relaxed, and ready to do life in Dallas again!
We ended up spending 9 days in our favorite beach spot in the entire world, a little place in the US Virgin Islands on St. John called Caneel Bay. It is absolutely gorgeous and for me, it is my version of the Garden of Eden, here on earth. Our little spot is just steps from the baby blue water, a place that offers such a tranquil, peaceful setting and really restores my soul every time I am there. I am always so amazed at how wonderful the people are there, how kind and giving they are to us and how much they love their island. They don't have much at all, but they are filled with such joy and it is really refreshing to talk with them.
Thank you for your prayers for Grace. It was really good to get her out of Dallas and into a different climate and environment. Even though, she still had days that she didn't feel well, she was able to lie in her bed and look out into the water and be at peace...knowing that no one would be taking her to the dr anytime soon. She also had one day that she played on the beach and in the water for hours and for that one day it was so good to see a glimpse of the child that she will one day become again, once she gets all of her strength and endurance back. All in all, it was a good trip for her and she came back with her island braids again. She looks really cute.
Cannon and Kevin had a great time too. They spent a lot of time snorkeling and looking at a lot of different things underwater, like eel, turtles, barracuda, at least those are the really cool things that Cannon mentioned. Cannon continues to grow up before our very eyes...and growing taller every day. I continue to thank the Lord for his desire to be in His Word each day. We have been reading through the Proverbs and he and I have really enjoyed some great discussions regarding all that God has to teach us about wisdom.
For me, I think the most important thing that God taught me on this trip was to continue to trust God's perfect plan even through the pain and the hardships. On one of the days that Grace was feeling really sick and was in a lot of pain and I had already had several conversations with God that went something like this, "Ok, I just don't understand this God, we're here, in a beautiful place, I look up and down the beach and see other boys and girls enjoying the beach and the water, I'm really trying to trust you, Lord, but I just can't seem to understand why Grace can't just feel good. Oh, why, Lord, does she continue to feel so badly? Can't you please, please take this pain away from my sweet baby girl? I just want her to run up and down the beach with the other kids, please?" I was sitting in a chair by the water but I kept looking back at the window where Grace was lying in bed. About that time, the woman, Beth, who was staying next to us walked up to me and asked me if my little girl was feeling ok. She had noticed that she had been inside all day. We started talking and I found out that she was a speech pathologist in Atlanta and she has a patient, who is three years old that has a similar diagnosis that Grace has. His parents, who are friends of Beth, have been given a very poor prognosis and after watching Grace the past few days, Beth was very encouraged. I ended up giving Beth my email and phone number to give to this family so that we could talk more and I could hopefully encourage them more. I walked away from the conversation with Beth, asking God to forgive me for not trusting Him, thanking God, and being reminded that He does have a purpose and He is in control. I know that I would not have had that conversation with Beth, if Grace had not been sick that day. Thank you God for your plan is greater than mine will ever be! 2 Corinthians 1:3-4 "Praise be to the God and Father of our Lord Jesus Christ, the Father of compassion and the God of all comfort, who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God."
Thanks again for your prayers regarding our family. Please continue to pray for Grace to grow stronger, for pain to subside, for wisdom regarding her medical tests and decisions that we will need to make, and for us to continue to be able to enjoy the rest of our summer. Stay tuned for pictures of Grace and our trip!
In His Love,
Carrie